nigel_journal

god i need you god help me i love you god i no that i hurt u i am sorry but satan is try to make me sin before you

today melissa ang from nsps come find problem . u think what u call ur stuipd mother come i scared come la u think what act cute not cute baby cutest pls la u go home and see if u cute a not copy cat only steal ppl trick and do .steal u think what i ask u ball go eye .god give u a eye for what give u a mouth for what give u a pair of hand and leg  for what . god give u eyes to see a mouth to talk hands to block leg to walk brain for what think right stupid no brain person u think what u luckly never kanna by my ball or u go in to corrin liao or u cannot walk or go home ur stuipd mother don't no u make me  kanna scolding from my dad don't like me see u or i kill u bloodly no brain person 

today when great . but i think today i need to repent for my sin that i make last sat for not paying for the food i think i feel very bad but i think i will just one to say sorry but it is very hard to come out from my mouth .
and  i think enting today is very happy that i can come for church haha enting i think i just one to say to u  i love u as ur sheep and a brother of chirst but i think i lie to my cl man why i lie . if hosea no i die one but i was only joking but i think hosea will no sian la mon need to see my class bully then maybe sin waliao don;t no should i study in my class or go to 3AA but i think 3AB is the worst class of the sch there have fight after fight and i hate ppl who come make me angry u think i  good to bully later i bust don't let me see u satha u think  what u got heart problem come bully me later i hit ur only then act pain then need to go v.p and lek kong u think what u fat can bully sabo i not happy with u and ur bro u no a not big bully alvin tan u think what u act ah bang i sarced is it u think what  i good to bully soccer u cannot score only no how to ram u no ram is for what a not dog head

speaker:pastor shirely

date:15/8/09

title:the man of the hour

verse:Nehemiah1:1-11

-586bc -the city of jerusalem was destroyed.
-516bc-the jews returned and rebuit the temple.
-445bc-nehemiah led jew returned to rebuild the wall of jerusalem.

1)concerns for my communtiy (v1-v7)
proverb29:7

2)confidence in god (v8-v10)
- god is great.
psalm 19:16

3)conviction to set involved
- talk is cheap . work is deep.
-we must not only ask god for answer to our prayer
-we must also seek to be the answers to our prayer


-pastor shirely told the us that we should pray a prayer .
one word prayer : more
two word prayer : use me
three word prayer :use me more

thank god for today that god bless me that i can go church because i cannot come out because of a 6 day m.c that why then i think god work in and make me go church and i have lot of fun with my group ppl and on the way home i saw p.s shirely and we have a good chat 
haha

very long never post because i got lot of thing to do but i think i should be happy that i can post but last morth is the worst because i keep on sin but i think god is a big god that he forgive me every time i sin and i pray to repent and u will forgive but i think u make a way for me thank u for bless me

hello in 11 day i will be not posting my blog i will be away for my church camp and i will be mode and be touch my god and i will have a sheep soon and god pls bless me i pray these in god name amen

yay i am dam happy because  my father bring me go see shoe then i went to see man u bag but it dam ex then i never buy then i think one day is will be my i gtg liao need to sleep liao

waliao can stop calling ma u think i no need to sleep is it god why must u do it to me  i hate it they like to push my limt right wait untill i bust then u make me angry i iwlll not be in a good mood then u think what can scold me i later go find police then u no now my father and mother keep gan me right then now got ppl is going to check who the hell are u think i really good to bully right waliao u call la later my father go call u then u no u think what i really dam free sibo i tell u i am not free to let u keep calling i am dam angry i am so going to the police post to make a police report u think what  u wack me up untill i go hosptin i make sure i will call my friend to bring u back to cid there u think what i don't dare.  i no is  my foul but i tell her to stop call my phone then he go scold my teacher u think what u very ahlian think i scare u see is ur gang bigger or the police bigger  u think i don't think i don't have ur phone n.o  i  tell my classment only then good luck

i now very sad because i upset both of my gan jie then now  they are very angry with me i don't no they will forgive me but i think they will i hope god will be not hate me because i think the whloe world is angry with me but i hope god u can help me in my problem and now i am trying not to make them angry any more because i am dam sad and now one of them is shout at me no the phone and it alll my falut but got pls help me and then one of them one to call her gang come wack me then come la i will police

today i dam sad sia because my gan jie scold me then i now still really sad for not wakeing her up then she gan me untill i now bo mood to sms any of my friend then i think later my jie will forgive me then i think she really not angry with me but i think god will work in me then dam bored nothing to post

waliao because of yestaday lose make me dam sad then now not feeling like going to sch then after think for very long i think i am worry for something is the police thing i think they will take  action to him for pushing me for no reson and god pls bless me in sch in god name i pray amen

today is the game . i lose my game because of missing and he is very noob then i still can lose to him sia then i think i will not lose one yet still lose waliao then now i think i will be better next year thank for giving my chance to play and i am sorry to let ppl down

ahh today never go sch because the day change to tomorrow then is it 9 pm i cannot sleep because i very happy hahahahahahahahaha

yay man i am dam happy because today i went to play snooker then i pocket 18 point for just 1 cue man i think i am i can win my first game but i only got 50% that i will lose then i now don't no how i think i should go train tomorew at the com place then i think i got the chance to see my opp for com i think i will not be sacred then i think i will go there to win for god and to golrly god name . god i think u will bless me in that i can win for u and not for any ppl in my life god u are the god that who love from 2009 year ago untill now ur love is never end love thank you and i one you to just bless me  in god name amen

yay today is sat and is time to have fun today my father and mother bring me go eat buffet wow there is lot of diffent food and then i went to try the ice cream make then i make a lot of ice cream haha then i went to eat lot of food then i think i put on weight becasuse i eat and eat untill the shop close then i went to walk around jorong point with my family then we went to pay for the bill dam ex sia 3 ppl pay 100+ i think is very ex then i think we will not eat it one more time liao then man imiss one more teaching i still not yet pay for camp it 150 buck for 4 day then man i think it is fun

yay exam have just end and now i am here posting haha  i think today every dam thing when find todqay the bloodly avlin tan u think you like rich i richer then today my gan di call me after my exam then we went to play then he got some thing to do then i went to the northeast sport day  and i think it went good and i have lot of fun and then now i am his house doing nothing lol and i need to do my quiet time but i think i will do it later after i post  then i now dam tried but i will not sleep becasue i should spent more time with him becasue i will be going to the amry in 3 year time  and now i am very angry with one of my friend call cherie , gpd i now one to thank you for what u have done today that u bless me in my last paper today and i am now going to eat i later the post 

yay today no sch i am happy because i no need to see the stuip alvin tan u think what u like to bully ppl why don't u go bully the same size as you u then ur face like one dog see then bored liao then u think what ur exam can do better then me i think u only good in talking but i can win u  in  thing that we have i got beter thing then you like, bag , shoe .i can beat in snooker ,basketball,soccer,pool,voleyball . let forget of the avlin tan he spoil my mood keep on bully  me right  why don;t u go bully ppl ur own size  big bully .then today i woke up about 1 pm i feeling like playing basketball but i no mood to play because thank to avlin tan then i  cannot play then now going to sleep after i post lol just now i keep training because my com is next mon and it will be a stong game i will pray and fast to just one my exam to pass and win all my snooker game can liao god i no u are everywhere god pls forgive me i sin for not doing my quiet time and never starbuck with you i hope u will not be angry i ask these in god mighty name amen
god u will forgive me because you change me i hope to change to be like you more and more i now in a good mood god pls heal me in all my hurt that what u let him done on me i now will forgive what he done to me because you forgive me first thank for senting your son to die to die in a lot of pain to die on the hard way of dieing i will rember what u done for me and no going to get redy for my exam and i hope u can bless me i pray these in god son name amen

i now in a good mood because i think i should not be angry with them then i went to let my anger of by wacking something haha then now i think i am going to be happy .today i got bully by my classment sia then he went to call his friend come push me and shout bad word to me but he think that i am good to bully i am now not going to give chance liao bloody alvin tan , zhang lin  ryan teo , ivan eh  don't make me sue u untill your pant down then i went to make a police report then i can cue u if u really one i can do it then today paper is like very easy but i am worry that i cannot pass all my exam i now really very scared sia i pray and fast for the exam score and god bless me god i am so sorry to be so angry just with my father and mother god pls forgive all me sin and i really one to pray for all my friend that don't no chirst and they can give to no chirst and i can  get a sheep very fast but i really need to work hard these year   in study and can be a salt and light god i really beileve in you because you beileve in me first all these i pray in god most mighty name amen i will be happy forever because u all alway there

i tell you pls don't can and try to make me or my gandi  u come and find problem with me i see if u one to eat my kick or i wack u untill u go see doc then stay there then if you one to  ask me for gan i will say yes  then u got anything pls come to  my blog and read my post